Happy birthday Jen had a great time last night at the ale house. This wine wasn't our first choice or our second but it ended up being really good. We will definitely be returning to Legacy place when all of the store are open.I think it will be perfect for our next girls day :)
I had a Great Gatsby party this weekend it was a lot of fun. I decided the theme kind of last minute but I still made some neat decorations. I covered my dining room table with a lace table cloth costume jewelry and a candle stick holder that I covered in pearl necklaces. I thought that everyone did a really great job with there costumes.
my New years resolutions
I'm keeping my list pretty basic this year so I should be able to achieve all of my goals
I am having a great day! I only had one final today and it was
just giving an over view of the electronic portfolios that we created for the
class. I thought that I did an awful job on a writing assignment and I got it
back today and I got a 17 out of 20 I will take an 85. I always doubt myself
when it gets down to the end of the semester and I worry that I am going to get
bad marks. I need to be more optimistic and positive and believe that I am
successful, because it will improve my confidence.
I gave a speech and I was really happy that he didn’t grade us on our
performance. I was doing okay talking about my career objectives even though I
honestly have no idea what I want to do with my life, but then I remember that I
am already doing something everyday life is the journey not where you end up. I
also talked about the self-assessment tests that we took and how I am an early
bird an how most people don’t like to be up at 7:30 but I like to have the
entire day in front of me. I view myself as a planner. I like to be organized
and plan events even though it becomes very frustrating when people don’t get
back to you. I volunteer a lot which is my way of have extra things on my resume
I have had the same job for over six years, but I continue to improve by being
referred to other families.
Then I tried to talk about my personal life which is something that I
thought that I was strong enough to share with others, but I realize that even
though it is coming up one year since my Dad passed I still have trouble sharing
that my father died of cancer with others without getting emotional. In my blog
entry I talked about my Columbus Day post and how I am moving forward and am
trying to continue to grow but it’s not something that you can forget about not
that I want to forget about my father’s passing but I would like to be able to
talk about him without being sad. Sometimes I think that if I don’t talk about
how broken I feel that the pain will disappear or not affect me anymore. This
event was life changing I still haven’t come to terms with how to deal with it.
So I ended up crying at the end of my speech but I switched the subject and
finished so I was proud of myself.